Two night ago the title and subject of my post were something my darling beau said to me as I began to blog. He had a point. Not long after I finished up and signed off, thinking about his comment and how Char tends to react to my computer usage, I decided that as long as they are around, I have to reign myself in with the computer. Yes there are things I need to do, and I will, but sometimes I'm just filling dead air. And there are better ways to do that. So that night, I turned to the totally awesome dude that I have piles and piles of fun with and said "If you ever feel like I'm paying too much attention to things, and not enough to you, just tell me." And I mean it.
I tend to blog around the same time every night. It's late. It's the end of my day. I've tried a few times to do it earlier, but I like the feeling of putting a capstone on all the experiences of my waking cycle. And I like putting out goals into the universe to take to dreamland. It makes me feel fulfilled to do this last in my day. But that means that all the time before these few briefs minutes have to spent filled with my family and my home. I need to do those things first so I have the experiences to record.
Tonight it's just me and my baby girl, and we got home late, so there wasn't too much play time before bath and bed time. But I still waited until she was safely tucked in to pull out the laptop and get to business.
I should have cleaned the kitchen and attempted to work on my bedroom tonight, but I fear the change up in vitamin routine had me running at 1/2 speed. Holy cow, the difference. I seriously feel run down like I haven't for ages. I didn't realize how awesome I was feeling with the LLV until not using it for the last 5 days. Yeesh. But I committed to this trial regime, and I'm going to stick with it for this month. But dude, seriously, March 1, LLV. Just... Wow...
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